LizzaeMcLiz

I definitely have a lot of things to say, but not quite as many things to write.

posted by Lizzae @ 11:22 AM 0 comments

Gone Away From Me

Sometimes you just have to keep telling yourself the same thing, over and over again.

For a while I sat there staring at his photograph
For a while I cried and tried not to make a scene
There was a time when we were young I used to make him laugh
But life is long and my love has gone away from me

Lately I can't seem to find myself no sleep at all
Lately I just lie awake and hear and dream

Yesterday is gone
Yesterday is dead
Get it through your head and walk away
Yesterday is gone
Ain't no use hanging on to his memory
It only causes you pain

posted by Lizzae @ 2:52 PM 0 comments

It's always as dull as you think it will be and never as exciting

posted by Lizzae @ 11:13 AM 0 comments

It's Sunday night. I actually did something this weekend! I cleaned my room and bathroom. I didn't lay around like a sloth, harvesting energy for the week ahead. I did a lot of that but tonight I also cleaned.

I hate money but I love having it. I guess I just hate not having money. I hate being so materialistic. And I'm not even *that* materialistic. But I do love stuff.

I am sick! I have a throat/infection/congestion thing. I'm not really that sick, but yesterday I got so congested, I had the worst headache. Besides that, I just have this gross cough thing going on. Looks like I'll be going to work tomorrow!

Dan's getting married in December then going on his honeymoon. No boss for a week or so? I should be excited! Right?

I miss being in a relationship. Not that I've been in a real relationship since high school but I miss the fun I had in that one. Shopping together for Christmas, seeing each other on the Holidays, the snow and hot chocolate...I miss that stupid stuff, but mostly because it's holiday season.

I'm going on a cruise! I need to start going to the gym more regularly.

I finally found a concert I actually feel like going to and surprise, it's sold out. Unless I want to pay 300 bucks and buy some on ebay that is.

My mother isn't cooking Thanksgiving this year (we're going out to eat somewhere nice apparently) and she's working on Christmas. My family suuuuuucks.

I go to the stupidest school ever created, but I THINK I have two A's. My Sociology put my paper, and only my paper, up on our class website so everyone can reference it when writing their paper. That felt good. My speech teacher still drives me INSANE. Oh well. Just gotta keep trudging through it.

Corny country music makes it easier.

posted by Lizzae @ 6:04 PM 0 comments

I will marry Ray Lamontagne (or someone very similar to him)

Yes'n I try to ignore
All this blood on the floor
It's just this heart on my sleeve that's a bleeding
Oh don't walk away
You leave me here bereaving from the words so hard and plain
Saying "the love that we had was just selfish and sad"

To see you now with her is just making me mad
Oh so kiss her again just to prove to me that you can an
I will stand here and burn in my skin

posted by Lizzae @ 7:05 AM 0 comments