I'm also angry that I'm scared.
I feel betrayed but mostly by my own compass.
I'm not entirely sure what the plan is right now. I want to lay around and do nothing for the entire rest of my entire life. I'm not sure what that means. Am I depressed? I don't feel depressed, I feel disappointed.
Am I at all really surprised about how things have turned out? I guess I am, somewhat.
Mostly I am just very...
I feel empty in a way, except for the rock at the pit of my stomach.
I also feel a tiny little bit of cautious hope, but it's immediately squashed by fear and worry and dread and anxiety and "oh my god what the hell am I going to do now".
Sigh. I'm going home.
posted by Lizzae @ 6:11 AM
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