LizzaeMcLiz

Random Tuesday

It's Tuesday but I really wish it were Friday and 5 oclock.
I hope my parents figure something out about my car and fast because I need to get out of this place. Every day is a reminder of a lot of things I'd rather forget. At least there always seems something to do. Even if it's Lost and hanging out with flip flop.
I went outside for lunch today and sat down by the water and watched sail boats go by. It felt nice to have the sun on the back of my neck.
I'm reading The Da Vinci code. It's weird reading a book I know so many other people have read. Couldn't say why though.
I made a mistake Sunday night that I hope I'll be smart enough not to make again.
I'm focusing on ignoring the feelings inside of me, rather than confronting and experiencing. It's making everything a lot easier. And it makes everything seem a little bit brighter.
Experience and living life really does make it easier when you have to confront a repeat problem. I guess that's why old folks are so smart

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

posted by Lizzae @ 10:49 AM